10th Nov 2011 (Thurs): 13th day in Hospital (SGH) - After 1st Chemo (day1)

Today is the first day after first chemo. I haven't felt the side effects yet. But I just feel a little bit more tired. I still have alot of appetite. So I still eat normal food and eat until I am super full. However, I was told that the side effects only come in 3-5 days later *crossing fingers*


My mum, sisters and hubby come everyday to accompany me. Although they have nothing to do here, they insist on being here with me. I am very happy for their moral support but yet it breaks my heart to see my mum lose 5kg because of me (although she has to lose more).

Today my mother-in-law (MIL) also called me to ask me to take good care and she apologised for not being able to take care of me during this period. Ain't I a blessed child? And she even told hubby that I have to cure this no matter how much money it involves. She even willingly fork out her savings if need be.

Throughout my 26 years of life, I really have very few friends. Maybe because I have a very aloof look and I am not a very good PR person plus I am very sarcastic. So people who survived to be my friends really just a handful.

However, through the advent of technology, alot of my long lost friends start to visit me and giving me their blessings through facebook or sms-es. Then I was telling hubby "Wow at least I know I will have people come during my funeral" -- I have always been wondering when I die, will there be people attending my funeral?

But I know people like them will never fail me:

The Cousin

Buddy/client/agent-- thinking he looks like a doc here

"It always seems impossible until it's done." - Nelson Mandela