Outlook in life?

Yesterday, Celestine asked me this question "How did this incident change your outlook in life and your life?" I thought it was a good question to mull about.

It is a question that you wouldn't really sit down and put it down in words yet all these while it is hovering in my mind of course, randomly.

I used to be a very bad tempered and impatient person. A little wee bit of things, I will flare up or speak in a unwelcome tone. It's as if the whole world owe it to me. I hope this incident will change me. Life is tooooo short. Way too short to be angry and be impatient. I suppose I will not put all these nitty gritty things into heart. We should just move on the bad things, with a smile. Everybody should learn to curb their temper.

I am also not a very PR person. Somehow, I have friends and relatives whom I am not very close to come visit me. It makes me reflect, have I neglected people around me? I should really keep in touch with people. Learn to deal with relationships and not avoid it.

I also try to say what I feel now. Towards my hubby especially. Marriage and relationships should be trust and more communication. When I need a hug I ask for it. When I need re-assurance I ask for it. When I want to cry, I just cry it out. I do not want to hide my feelings anymore. Life is tooo short right?

Definitely, I appreciate little things in life now.
I appreciate I have a supportive husband and family members.
I appreciate my friends' best wishes.
I appreciate every waking moment.
I appreciate I can walk though not in full strength.
I appreciate I can use the toilet and bathe.
I appreciate that I might only have one and only child.
I appreciate my disease is highly curable.
I appreciate, I still can appreciate things in life.




《如果我变成回忆》- Tank

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